i used to be alone.. enjoying life by myself.. surrounding by people i love, bestfriends and families.. never worrying about anything.. never took a serious problem.. just enjoying what world offers to me..
but i don't lie to myself, i want someone to be beside me.. sometimes envying a happy couple stand in front of me, whether in a real life or even on tv.. but i don't insist too hard.. i don't wanna pick any boys randomly to be mine.. it would be a deeply regret in the future..
i was quiet happy with my life, without boyfriend..
I watched the OC, and since that, i wanna be like captain oats and princess sparkle.. they're seth cohen's (adam brody) and summer roberts' (rachel bilson) doll.. then i told to myself
"I wanna find my own Captain Oats !"
a few months ago, an old friend knocked my door again.. i already knew him since i was in 9th grade.. then it started.. we chat, we got to know each other to be more well.. then we got the spark :)
*even we're 7 years old apart (lemme think, he was doing his first stage of elementary school when i was born)
*even you're a well-planned person and i'm less organized than you (err.. i cannot change this one !)
*even i was entering junior high school while you were already entering college (it seems you have to baby-sit me, huh ?)
*even he is too tall and i'm too short (i don't try to be modest, it's obvious, trust me !)
*even i live in ciputat and he lives in bekasi (sigh...)
*even i cannot call you with your real name (i can't call him aryo again or even dito, it makes me guilty after i said it and makes my tongue sick ! bleh..)
*and even there are more 'even' in our path..
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